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Thursday, June 20, 2013

Cari keje...

cari keje...cari keje... cari keje...
nk dekat 5bulan dok umah. tp bukan dok saja. jaga tok yg dh uzur jaga adik yg oku... busy dgn my sister's wedding. 
dh mcm2 karnival keje pegi drop resume, mcm2 company apply keje tp xdak satu pon yg panggil.. belom rezeki kot... ALLAH still bg peluang kutip pahala jaga tok ngn adik kat umah... insyaallah... ada rezeki tak ke mana...

Heee...d=D

Friday, September 21, 2012

who i'm?

who i'm?
i'm the leader among the followers,
i'm the followers among the leaders,
i'm the speaker among the listeners,
i'm the listener among the speakers,
i'm the thinker among the blanks,
i'm the blank among the thinkers,
i'm the chaser among the runners,
i'm the runner among the chasers,
i'm the reader among the writer,
i'm the writer among the readers.

Heee...d=D

Sunday, September 2, 2012

I thought i got them back!

it was quite a long time not writing here. hihi...
i'm quite busy lately especially facing my 6 months internship. huhu.
last night a cat came to my house and i'm quite suprising... it keep following me. it look similar to my previous kitten, tommy ( it was missing after 3days with me). however i'm wrong.
the same situation goes to tutty. Kecik little sister (kecik died caused by a car accident). its really looks alike her brother. this makes me feel that i got them back!!!
but fate doesn't change... keep moving forward!
Missing them so much... my late kecik and tommy.

Heee...d=D

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Chocolate Temptation

a gift for my lecturer wedding




Lately I just learned how to make homemade chocolate from my friends Fatin AssilahSyazwani 'Izzati & Nur Farhana. great experience...  wuhuuu... 
(who are intent to order chocolate from them please do so).

i love chocolate and i prefer to make my own chocolate bcoz i can make my own flavours or designs and can eat a lot as i want... Everyday is chocolate...  happy!!!


second try 



Heee...d=D

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Ketenangan yg dicari

memburu ketenangan,
tatkala keresahan,
apa yg dicari,
apa sahaja yg menenangkan,
namun sungguh mudah utk melupai,
bahawa tiada lg ketenangan hakiki,
sekiranya jauh drNYA,
biar apa saja dilakukan,
ketenangan yg diperolehi tak seindah ketenangan drNYA,
ketenangan dgn mendekatkn diri dgnNYA...
lebih indah dr segalanya...

Heee...d=D

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

IA LAGI.......

fobia, trauma, elergik menghadapi...

teringin tapi takut utk mengharungi dan mengalami....


mengapa begini...


kebiasaan sepatutnya lali...


tapi setiap kali...


terluka dan sakit hati...


kecewa lalu bawa diri...


cuba menjauhi...


tp ikatan ini...


membuatkanya terus mendekati....


apakan daya diri....


bukan hajat dihati...


tp telah ditetapkan ILAHI...........



Heee...d=D

Friday, August 12, 2011

i'm still single



tatkala rakan2 sibuk bermesej2 ber'sms2' dgn kekasih masing2,
i'm still single

tatkala rakan2 sibuk kuar dating ngn bf n gf masing2,
i'm still single

tatkala rakan2 sibuk melangsungkan majlis pertunangan,
i'm still single

tatkala rakan2 sibuk manghantar undangan walimah,
i'm still single

tatkala2 rakan2 sibuk berkongsi khabar gembira bakal menimang cahaya mata,
i'm still single

tatkala rakan2 sibuk mengajar anak bertatih,
i'm still single

tatkala rakan2 sibuk mengajar anak membaca kalamullah,
i'm still single

i'm single...
i'm still single...
i'm still single now...
i'm still single now and dunno until when...
but i'm happy  becoz i've Allah who is still single and will always single to be with me...

Heee...d=D